So Deep...
If only she knew .... how deep my love goes for her. It's something I can't express in words, my actions only do it an injustice. With each passing day I try to tell her, I try to show her what she means to me. Why and how much I love her, how much I miss her, But it's something so infinite, so beautiful that when I do find some words to explain, I'm only explaining a small portion and can't catch up to the ever growing love within. It's a race to let her know all my feelings, as more feelings build up inside of me. The ever going marathon that I can never win, that I don't want to win. But instead run for the rest of my life, so I can show her each and everyday. Never really knowing the full capacity, not ever seeing the love that is so deep, but only feeling what I can express at that moment. Perhaps that day will never come, that she can see all of this that has grown. Maybe it just might happen, whenever that day will be. The thought of holding her hand at the altar with God, could quite possibly be that day. That day that she sees and understands everything, the moment where my tears of joy will blanket her with love. Where vows are shared and two become one with His love. So deep is this love I have for her, sometimes I can't even understand. It goes far beyond my heart and soul, and is a love that only He can grant. Is it a feeling? Is it an emotion? More of an experience, more of a prayer. It's that grace that constantly fills your cup, and you just want to receive more and share it. Never letting go and always building on His love, this is how we got to this point of where it's limitless. It's not a love that we can share alone, but a love that is ever lasting with Him. Growing with one another with no hesitation, in every possible way. Being in this constant state of grace, one can't help but think if it's all a dream. If this is something that is just too good to be true, but then you see, you feel, you touch your souls' mate. Friends at first, who are now lovers, hiding the feelings that He gave to us to prepare. To be at our bests' to love, to have and to hold ... to serve. Falling IN love, falling IN faith, falling IN grace ... so hard, so deep. | 
